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Non-Titshot Tuesday
Yes, it’s the first Tuesday of the year and I am not off to a very good start on my resolution - well, one of the many - which is to get things back to “normal” (whatever that may be) around here.
Nor did I make it home in time to listen in and hang out with my friends at The OhTeam Radio Show last night. Every Monday night. It’s not to miss. Monday is also “Must Have Monday” and I have toys to review, a whole box of them, and plan to get back in the groove there.
Sure, I have words to smear across this page to honor some, to taunt some, and to basically express myself. More so as of late, call it inspiration or finding a part of me with new discoveries and feeling brand new. At one time I had a very wordy blog - and gave it up due to relationship issues.
Thus, my life is not an open book for you, by any means.. but you do see where I capture the ideas and desires that motivate my life. I am discreet. I don’t have a ‘100 things about me’ list, I don’t complete memes, and when I write about people in my life, I tend to do so at a distance (sometimes weeks, often years).
I’ve always been very private. I have walls in place, and I use them to protect myself. I use them to protect the people in my life and I use them to defy your ability to understand me.
I enjoy being just out of reach. It’s comfortable for me. It feels safe.
Still, there are details, here, for the curious - or for those that recognize their part in this tragedy of lust and expression that I call my blog. She will be 3 years old in a few weeks. I have abused her, ignored her, given her up - by either storming out the door, or with a semi-burial a time or two.
She has seen me through personal loss, deaths and break-ups, and other life altering events that may or may not have even been evident to you.. who simply come here for Tit Shot Tuesday.
Well, It’s not here today. But changes are happening, here and within me.
Things will get back to normal soon, I promise. And some things will never be the same.
January 5th, 2010 at 3:07 pm
Your life is for you, no one else.
We share our lives with others (sometimes) and there is joy in that but, ultimately, life is a personal journey.
The paradox is that we grow each day as well as dying a little.
Be strong.
January 5th, 2010 at 7:00 pm
I think we can all wait until next tuesday, the tuesday after that, or just go back over old tuesdays. At least I know *I* can.
`Solo-
January 5th, 2010 at 8:59 pm
Take your time, do what your heart needs; we will be here waiting when you do decide to share more with us.
January 6th, 2010 at 1:12 am
Hey,
I have been reading your blog for some years now and I always enjoy what I find. In a similar vain, I have had my blog for over 7 years and share far too much! What you write and post here is awesome. It is always a thrill to read.
Robbie
January 6th, 2010 at 2:45 am
Time takes care of all
Time tortures us as well
You’ve mixed both…